Yes. Two friends to be exact. The reason for this could be how I acted.
What happened between me and these 2 friends differs for both of them.
Victor Dejesus. He had a xanga: NeoNXToshiro (I think it's still active, I doubt he has come back to xanga just to shut it down). He had another one prior to this but that is besides the point.
We had an argument via xanga and since then, we haven't been "friends". I did apologize sometime during high school. However, things didn't go back to normal or semi normal. Now we don't talk at all. I've had tried to keep in touch with him via facebook and AIM, but he rarely uses it and doesn't respond to me most of the time. He deleted his facebook.
I haven't talked to him since the second year of college maybe sometime in the fall of 08. I miss him, I miss talking to him, but oh well. Can't do anything about that. A mutual friend said that I might have had "feelings" for him, but I denied that. I still do, but maybe I did. *shrugs* I don't know.
Jorge Luis. We were introduced through a mutual friend who is his neighbor and my best friend. During this pass summer, we became good buddies. I txted him and would meet up with him, my best friend, and two other of their neighbors and hang out. During July...ignorance became bliss and I got drunk off it. Like a dumbass I txted something stupid and then revealed my orientation (if you know what I mean). Then I continue to fuck shit up more. I "declared" something and well...I refused another thing, and I lost my cool (to say the least). I did apologize after some time of cooling off. During August, a week before college started again, I sent him an IM via AIM and he replied not to contact him anymore by facebook or AIM. No other explanation was given. In the end, I had to accept this and move on. I did write on his facebook wall on the second to last week of October and received no response. I had anticipated that and I haven't wrote on his wall since.
So two friendships dead and gone...I may try again with Jorge, but I probably won't and I shouldn't. Makes no sense to try. Yeah, I'm the fucking master of friendship indeed. I'm an anti-social prick and I haven't been looking around to make friends since I came back to school (not to say I haven't been talking to people or staying in contact with my friends).
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